Some days are just hard.
I'm numb but everything hurts. I'm sick of hurting; sick of crying myself to sleep; sick of faking a smile; and sick of feeling worse.
It hurts. It hurts a lot and there is so much more that I keep inside so it doesn't hurt anyone else. Then sometimes I get physically sick because I feel so "not good enough," because I "can't do anything right," and I'm too tired to go on.
The thing is, alone, I'm not enough. Alone, I can't fight this, And that's OK because, praise the Lord, we are NOT alone and with Him we are ALWAYS enough.
Someone, somewhere needs to hear this today. If that's you, I just want to take a second to tell you how enough you are.
You are genuine. You are wise and you are compassionate. Your struggles have shaped a kind and gentle heart. You are purposeful (trust me you really are). You are loving and you are courageous. You are intuitive (your gorgeous soul always knows best). You are capable (even when you don't feel as if you are) and you are adaptable (or else you wouldn't have made it this far).
You are extraordinary and with God on your team,
you are so enough it blows my mind.
God wants you to know that you don't have to fight alone.
Give in to the loving arms He's reaching out to you.
You have the Holy Spirit here to comfort you, teach you, and help you.
Now go take some time to go love yourself and the wonderful God who created you.
"For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. "(Psalm 139:13-14)
